It's not that we don't care what you think, because I'll be the first to say that I do care what you think, it's just that we have an idea and we want to run with it. I consider you to be a good friend of mine, and your opinion will always be welcome, whether it's on my personal habits or things I want to do for Chaotic.

I don't want you gone, I don't want you to step down. What I want is for you and Kareila to actually DO something, or to let us do something. We're going to work on our secret ideas, they're doable independent of needing everyone else's feedback and opinions. Like I said, if our plan works and sparks interest, great, if it doesn't, great.

I've e-mailed Kareila and begged, once again, that something be done, or for her to let someone else have the power to do things. Trillian wants to do stuff, I think that Aldar, Soreth, or Josh might want to help. I want to, definitely. There are people that want to do things for Chaotic and would love to, they just need the go ahead from up to. Lots of things need change and work, but we can't do it without the only two people who can make decisions being on our side.

I think you're a great person, Howard, and I'm glad to have you as a friend. I didn't mean to upset you at all, and your input is wanted, definitely. *hugs*