well, i think there gets to a point in every c-cers life after jumping in and immersing in the forum pools for a while, they come up for air and go...uh. wtf? in that its not so much c-c that has changed s it is the c-cers perspective of the site. thats the point where the infatuation ends and the harder work of the relationship begins, analogously speaking...and then the repetitive posts begin to wear on you (like the dirty dishes in the sink) and people really get comfortable in speaking their mind and feeling free to say anything... and ok, i think a point was in there somewhere.

it is VERY difficult not to respond. i think my thyroid meds (emotion blunters)are all that have kept me from going ballistic. the dellusional factor is huge. gangs. rape. you are next. the continual posting of links to others sins. who died and made her f-n st peter?

dysfunction and drama, drama and dysfunction...oy vey! i got enough without all that. so yeah, i totally get your shunning of all the DnD that is truly not of your making. you are a passionate man: you get torqued, you blow, you apologize, you move on. er, we are but mere mortals... but forgetting is the biggest part of forgiving and that goes along way towards explaining the problem as i see it. the grudge. see wont let go. ever. thats quite obvious.

er...splork!

so its gonna take me a while to figure out how to work this joint but in the mean i'll just come here and see what i see...