ok. yeah...the site has changed. but when i keep hearing the same jaded cynicism repeatedly in the js, well, i think that speaks more to the personal relationship with c-c and fellow c-cers. and thats what im talking about for the most part. and i have to wonder if thats more reflective of the age of the relationship...no matter. it is what it is.

hmm...janelle and ix are kissing and making up. somehow, i cant get all happy dappy bout that. im kinda scared for janelle...they have friended. hmmm... ima gonna keep my peace on that one. scary.

wow, you do journal much here... probably a good thing my work pc is not acting too compatable with this site. i really am going to have to invoke some self-discipline re cc at work. its bad. and thats just not me.

but a friend who also lost his teenage son said my lack of focus is not unusual, and it took him about a year to move past that particular er...phenomena. so theres that.

i got to get lots done today. me and kelli and berney are working the tree farm this weekend.

observation: this place is very...GUI. i look forward to having time to play with all the customizations. fun fun fun

ttfn!