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hkellickWarning: Free Roaming Thought Post Ahead
I've been thinking a bit about my dream from a couple nights ago.. the one I posted about waves.
I've been thinking about water.
I've grown closer to water over time.
I think it started with Limnology when I saw how much was really going on in water.
It's just grown over time as I took more classes and just learned to love and appreciate everything going on in water.
Heck, look at my description on ChaoticMUX.. I've changed my colors from rainbow-hued to blues and purples.
Water is very important to me. If I could really whittle down what I DO, school and (hopefully) jobwise.. it's water.
Lakes, Rivers, Estuaries, Streams, Oceans, Springs
But there's more.. there's alot of other things that I think of when I think of water..
Algae, Zooplankton, Oxygen, Minerals, Contaminants.
Unlike any of the other five elements (including spirit), water is the most ALIVE. There's so much going on in Water.
Water is the base of ALL life. Without water, there would be no life.
Magically, water represents alot of things too.. it represents the ever-shifting flow of emotions. That's the meaning I know best.
It also represents cleansing and purification. What do you do when you need something clean? Wash it.
On the other hand, if I'm going to explore this topic. I have to bring in fire too.
Magically, fire represents, among other things, change... and passion.
Personality wise, I'm much closer to Fire. I'm, as many of you know.. Passionate, explosive, fiery.
I've always considered myself closer to fire than everything else. I draw my power from fire (the Sun). My aura is, apparently, a blinding light yellow.. much like the sun.
Hell, I suffer from SAD.. when the Sun disappears from view, I get depressed.
And yet.. there's a definite dichotomy.
Because I'm both fire and water.
I'm emotional and intuitve. I'm passionate and, to a point, everchanging.
And somehow.. that seems right.
Here, I am.. my own little dichotomy.
... Or maybe it's just wishful thinking, wishing me to be more special than I already am.
I've been thinking a bit about my dream from a couple nights ago.. the one I posted about waves.
I've been thinking about water.
I've grown closer to water over time.
I think it started with Limnology when I saw how much was really going on in water.
It's just grown over time as I took more classes and just learned to love and appreciate everything going on in water.
Heck, look at my description on ChaoticMUX.. I've changed my colors from rainbow-hued to blues and purples.
Water is very important to me. If I could really whittle down what I DO, school and (hopefully) jobwise.. it's water.
Lakes, Rivers, Estuaries, Streams, Oceans, Springs
But there's more.. there's alot of other things that I think of when I think of water..
Algae, Zooplankton, Oxygen, Minerals, Contaminants.
Unlike any of the other five elements (including spirit), water is the most ALIVE. There's so much going on in Water.
Water is the base of ALL life. Without water, there would be no life.
Magically, water represents alot of things too.. it represents the ever-shifting flow of emotions. That's the meaning I know best.
It also represents cleansing and purification. What do you do when you need something clean? Wash it.
On the other hand, if I'm going to explore this topic. I have to bring in fire too.
Magically, fire represents, among other things, change... and passion.
Personality wise, I'm much closer to Fire. I'm, as many of you know.. Passionate, explosive, fiery.
I've always considered myself closer to fire than everything else. I draw my power from fire (the Sun). My aura is, apparently, a blinding light yellow.. much like the sun.
Hell, I suffer from SAD.. when the Sun disappears from view, I get depressed.
And yet.. there's a definite dichotomy.
Because I'm both fire and water.
I'm emotional and intuitve. I'm passionate and, to a point, everchanging.
And somehow.. that seems right.
Here, I am.. my own little dichotomy.
... Or maybe it's just wishful thinking, wishing me to be more special than I already am.
