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New Lowest Weight and upcoming R&R
Nov. 20th, 2001 10:18 amTuesday...
Thank be the gods!
Homework is DONE!
Projects... for the moment, done..
Got some papers to grade still.. but got time to grade them.
Time for some Rest and Relaxation.
*happies*
Well, actually.. I gotta get through one class today. The big three hour class... s'all good, though. Because tommorow I intend to do, more or less, NOTHING. I will sit back, relax, and enjoy a day without running back and forth and forth and back and up and down and inside out like a chicken with it's head cut off while my professors and boss laugh evilly as they pile more and more work onto me until I suddenly CRACK and go on a KILLING spree and no one can blame me because we'd all love to do it except for the death part but just to scare them and realize that grad students ARE PEOPLE TOO!
*breathes in*
Right.
So many choices ahead of me. Do I play The Sims? Do I play Zoo Tycoon? Perhaps I'll just sit back and waste a few hours away on Chaotic shooting the shit with whoever happens to be on.
THESE are the kind of choices I can live with making!
So... weighed myself. Cheer for me everyone.. I have a NEW LOWEST WEIGHT (which generally doesn't mean all so much when i'm losing but maybe (hopefully) signals the end to my plateau and the hopeful beginning of a nother week or so of losing weight :D.
I won't say what the weight is. I hope to be able to surpass it shortly, tho :D It would be nice to lose more weight.
I've been having alot of weird dreams lately. Alot of reoccuring dreams. There are a few dreams I keep having now and then and I dream. Some I dream the same scene (more or less) over and over again.. others I dream something based on the last time, same set of circumstances, different situation.
Three nights ago it was the car dream. Has anyone had this one? I got into my car and I drove around and I couldn't stop fast enough. It was like.. I'd press down on the break and it took waaay too long to stop the car. I don't think I got into an accident but i got close to one a couple times.. especially when I tried to stop at an intersection and ended up half-way through it.
This one I think i get... this one is a commentary on how out of control my life can be. I've been under a HUGE amount of stress this past while and trying very hard to keep up. It's taken alot out of me.
Two nights back II had a (non-occuring) dream where I was visiting Kareila. Except that it wasn't just me.. it was me, my professor (Dr. Alan Rabideau), another professor's secretary (Jane Warsaw) and.. I forget who else.
Kareila was very happy to see me.. and I guess was expecting the other guests.
This one I don't get.
Last night, I had another recurring dream. (this is a dream I have alot. I'm in a situation where I'm back living in a dorm.. or, in some cases of the dream, i have a dorm room i can sleep in and there's stuff there, but I live at home and can crash in the dorm if I like.) I was back at RIT and dorming there with my old dormmate Jim. I'd brought my computer and some video tapes and computer games and other such things. I forgot the fridge, though. So.. I was suddenly back home and I'm picking through stuff I forgot to pack... well.. if I can't get the fridge over, I'll pack the oatmeal and I forgot this game and (and everything I was packing, I really do have), but I needed the refridgerator because I'm on a diet and I don't wanna just eat the dorm food, which is healthy (and it was), but I didn't want to. I LIKED having Cereal with No Fat Milk (which I really do eat) and my sandwhiches and fruit and stuff (which, again, I really do eat.) and then it occured to me.. I had a car! So I packed the stuff in my car and tried to get directions to RIT.
I don't get the dorm dream in any of it's reoccurances. I did enjoy the freedom I had when living in a dorm away from my family, but it's really not so different now. I still get alot of privacy and freedom.
I dunno.
(edited at 1:35)
Nearly Forgot. Today's quote of the day!
***
"Put off thy cares with thy clothes; so shall thy rest strengthen thy labor, and so thy labor sweeten thy rest." - Francis Quarles
Thank be the gods!
Homework is DONE!
Projects... for the moment, done..
Got some papers to grade still.. but got time to grade them.
Time for some Rest and Relaxation.
*happies*
Well, actually.. I gotta get through one class today. The big three hour class... s'all good, though. Because tommorow I intend to do, more or less, NOTHING. I will sit back, relax, and enjoy a day without running back and forth and forth and back and up and down and inside out like a chicken with it's head cut off while my professors and boss laugh evilly as they pile more and more work onto me until I suddenly CRACK and go on a KILLING spree and no one can blame me because we'd all love to do it except for the death part but just to scare them and realize that grad students ARE PEOPLE TOO!
*breathes in*
Right.
So many choices ahead of me. Do I play The Sims? Do I play Zoo Tycoon? Perhaps I'll just sit back and waste a few hours away on Chaotic shooting the shit with whoever happens to be on.
THESE are the kind of choices I can live with making!
So... weighed myself. Cheer for me everyone.. I have a NEW LOWEST WEIGHT (which generally doesn't mean all so much when i'm losing but maybe (hopefully) signals the end to my plateau and the hopeful beginning of a nother week or so of losing weight :D.
I won't say what the weight is. I hope to be able to surpass it shortly, tho :D It would be nice to lose more weight.
I've been having alot of weird dreams lately. Alot of reoccuring dreams. There are a few dreams I keep having now and then and I dream. Some I dream the same scene (more or less) over and over again.. others I dream something based on the last time, same set of circumstances, different situation.
Three nights ago it was the car dream. Has anyone had this one? I got into my car and I drove around and I couldn't stop fast enough. It was like.. I'd press down on the break and it took waaay too long to stop the car. I don't think I got into an accident but i got close to one a couple times.. especially when I tried to stop at an intersection and ended up half-way through it.
This one I think i get... this one is a commentary on how out of control my life can be. I've been under a HUGE amount of stress this past while and trying very hard to keep up. It's taken alot out of me.
Two nights back II had a (non-occuring) dream where I was visiting Kareila. Except that it wasn't just me.. it was me, my professor (Dr. Alan Rabideau), another professor's secretary (Jane Warsaw) and.. I forget who else.
Kareila was very happy to see me.. and I guess was expecting the other guests.
This one I don't get.
Last night, I had another recurring dream. (this is a dream I have alot. I'm in a situation where I'm back living in a dorm.. or, in some cases of the dream, i have a dorm room i can sleep in and there's stuff there, but I live at home and can crash in the dorm if I like.) I was back at RIT and dorming there with my old dormmate Jim. I'd brought my computer and some video tapes and computer games and other such things. I forgot the fridge, though. So.. I was suddenly back home and I'm picking through stuff I forgot to pack... well.. if I can't get the fridge over, I'll pack the oatmeal and I forgot this game and (and everything I was packing, I really do have), but I needed the refridgerator because I'm on a diet and I don't wanna just eat the dorm food, which is healthy (and it was), but I didn't want to. I LIKED having Cereal with No Fat Milk (which I really do eat) and my sandwhiches and fruit and stuff (which, again, I really do eat.) and then it occured to me.. I had a car! So I packed the stuff in my car and tried to get directions to RIT.
I don't get the dorm dream in any of it's reoccurances. I did enjoy the freedom I had when living in a dorm away from my family, but it's really not so different now. I still get alot of privacy and freedom.
I dunno.
(edited at 1:35)
Nearly Forgot. Today's quote of the day!
***
"Put off thy cares with thy clothes; so shall thy rest strengthen thy labor, and so thy labor sweeten thy rest." - Francis Quarles
