I probably shouldn't let my mom worry me...

... But if I miss another TMBG concert due to the Buffalo weather, I am going to freak out.
They're predicting snow (Already! Gods, do I hate Buffalo for this six months of the year) and my mom says every time she sees the weather it looks worse. Looking at weather.com, it looks like it's supposed to rain, but not snow. (*knocks on wood*)

Snow. Already. Nnnngnnngnnnnnn.

In other news, I'm having a fight with Josh, a bad one.
Well not having a fight, per se, but I'm furious.
Ever since he started school and, worse than that, started the musical, he's been letting jobs slide. Now he's not doing anything. And I mean nothing. Not even scooping cat litter.
I picked up feeding the cats. Hell, they bang on my door every morning (cause I'm the one that wakes up) and I'm the one hope at night. I picked up making sure they had water. I've picked up the slack for the little jobs mom needs us for.
But it's past OK when he can't even be bothered to cut coupons or scoop the kitty litter. Especially since every morning, he's in front of the damn television.
I don't care how busy you are, but if you have certain responsibilities at home, you have to DO them. It's not like he has so many responsibilities anymore. His jobs consist of...
Every Day: Scoop Kitty Litter, Take Out Garbage
Every Week: Empty Cat Litter with me
Every once in a while: Cut Cat Nails
That's it!
*sigh*
Whatever. Me approaching him about it is worthless. We'll get into a big fight and nothing will come of it. I have to trust mom to handle it. (Despite the fact that she told me I could kill him. If I killed him, he wouldn't be alive to do the jobs, would he?)
:p

I'm tired today. I may try to go home early and take a nap.

That's it for today, I think.

I can't help but wonder

Last Edited: 5:51 10/30

I saw an odd movie last night that I didn't mention. I only saw the first 30 minutes or so. The synopsis of the film was due to the Chinese setting off nuclear bombs underground, the pacific plate was shifting and cracks were opening in the ocean floor, letting magma (or at least thermal energy) esape, compounding the greenhouse effect. Oh, and earthquakes and wildfires were happening the world over. And the only way to stop this from occuring was to create a force of the same magnitude from the opposite direction.. by nuking Los Angeles.
After an earthquake happened in a tunnel in Los Angeles, causing a gas main to break and an enormous explosion to occur in the tunnel, killing everyone but a 14 year old girl thrown in the trunk by her mom, I turned it off.
But it got me thinking.
We (I'm not sure if "We" are Americans or everyone) are obsessed with doomsday scenarios.
What if Aliens came out of space using mind-bogglingly powerful heat rays to destroy the world. (*cough* ID4 *cough*)
What if a HUUUGE Asteroid was heading for a collision course with Earth?
Or... what if Nazi Terrorists implanted a small tactical nuke in a cigarette machine and set it to go off at the Superbowl
What is an unknown disease wipes out 99.99% of the people on Earth?
And this is just in popular media.
Heck, the media takes a backseat to real life. At least in popular media, there's a hero (or heroes) who somehow save the day.
Just look at real life, though, we have our own set of real life doomsday scenarios, some a little closer to home than others.
What if terrorists start doing in the US what they do in Israel (or Russia), strapping bombs to their chests and heading to our theaters and malls and pizza parlors?
What if Al Qaeda does hit again, more spectacular and more terrible than before?
What if Iraq, fed up with our shit, dropped one of their biological or chemical weapons on us? Or Israel?
What if, out of nowhere, I was shot and killed tommorow by an idiot with a grudge?
What if all the future holds for us is a long drawn out battle drawn on religious lines that will inevitably draw in nearly every nation in the world?

Sometimes I think we just like the struggle. We like watching people struggle against odds stacked far above our own because it puts our own pathetic lives in perspective and as our own lives get more violent, more terrible, the odds our heroes will have to go through even more and more violent scenarios.
With the way real life is going, I think you'll find the heroes of tommorow will have to brave the pits of hell over and over again to keep ratings going.
I guess we'll just see.
Until then, let's all just play our happy little doomsday "what if" games.