And now.. a commercial break.

Thanks to the *counts the numerous comments to his last post* 2 people who commented to post last night (and to dawnstar for talking with me.)

One of the main dichotomies of the human existance is that we are subject to such depths of pain and to such heights of happiness.
In truth, while I can say I'm content where my life is right now and where I am in my master plan to take over the world for my life, I can't say I'm usually in the heights of happiness.
I'm content. True happiness will come with... more than what I have now.
A family of my own, true financial independence from my oppressor (well, my father) and perhaps a few more close friends living in my vicinity.
I am, however, now and then, riding through the depths of pain and sadness and loss.
Sometimes... they get the best of me.

There are certain... frustrating things in my life. Things I feel I can't change and have no control over.
Part of it is my new "extended worldwide consiciousness", worried about where the world itself is going and what it'll mean for myself and my children in the future.
Part of it is more personal... dealing with my own personality shortcomings (and I certainly have a few), worries about getting a job, and my family.
Heh, part of it is this fucking weather. This cold again, ice again, snow again, too fucking long winter.

I think it's maybe time to take a small vacation from socialization and pull out a video game (perhaps The Sims).
Hopefully these foul moods will blow over in a couple of days (a certain concert I've been looking forward to IS happening very shortly-
And while I'm thinking about it, dawnstar and/or kolys, email me your home addy so I can email you directions from your home to mine in case you take you car.) and I'll be my usual chipper LITEish self.
With that, I'm going to go log off and eat breakfast.
Ciao.

I nearly forgot...

Heppy Birfday, trillain!!

*shakes trillitrees*
We love j00!