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hkellickI am now unemployed. I was let go as of.. 9:30 or so. I'm sure my company THOUGHT it was doing right by me by letting me go the first of this month ensuring that I had medical insurance all month, but... I had no warning. In fact, I even had an assignment this morning and thought I was OK.
I don't even know how I feel anymore. I was beginning to feel certain. I even believed that bullcrap that if you expect the best, the best will happen.
So..
I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm outraged. I'm worried. I'm scared. And maybe the teensiest bit hopeful that this only opens up a chance for the job I always wanted from the beginning that will open up as soon as I'm ready to look for it.
We have a semi-sorta plan. At least for the next week or two. This week, I won't accomplish much. I have a move to be in charge of, plus a boy. Then we figure out internet and I'll be trying to job hunt while watching the boy.
So much for Holiday Miracles. I never even got candles for the menorah and that's just.. not gonna happen.
*sigh*
I don't even know how I feel anymore. I was beginning to feel certain. I even believed that bullcrap that if you expect the best, the best will happen.
So..
I'm upset. I'm angry. I'm outraged. I'm worried. I'm scared. And maybe the teensiest bit hopeful that this only opens up a chance for the job I always wanted from the beginning that will open up as soon as I'm ready to look for it.
We have a semi-sorta plan. At least for the next week or two. This week, I won't accomplish much. I have a move to be in charge of, plus a boy. Then we figure out internet and I'll be trying to job hunt while watching the boy.
So much for Holiday Miracles. I never even got candles for the menorah and that's just.. not gonna happen.
*sigh*
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Date: 2010-12-01 06:30 pm (UTC)