I'm an Engineer and I'm OK...

I'm an engineer and I'm OK
I sleep all night and I calculate the average head of a storm with a 1% chance of occuring each year assuming a constant flowrate, Q, and various hydraulic characteristics such as cross-section shape all day.

I feel... good today. It might be that I had sex this morning. It might be because, upon talking to Dr. Lockwood last night, she saw it as a challenge to give us what we need instead of "Well then I can't help you". It could be the fact that I'm wearing my bright red shirt and new bright red and blue tie.
It might be I just woke up in a good mood.

I'm a crazy person today, though. You should watch out. I added both strawberries AND blueberries to my bottle of water this morning ;)

( Discussing Last Night )

Maybe everything had to fall to shit in my life for things to get better, for me to get the experience to know what I need out of these things... what I need my girlfriend to be doing, what I need from a job, even what I need out of couples counseling.
That's the optomist's point of view in any case. The pessimist in me suspects shit happens because.. she happens and I should know because shit happens to me often.

I think it helps to remind myself sometimes

Part of what I like about myself is that I have a gift for making people smile and/or laugh.
I could be a clown. I'd probably enjoy it greatly.
Maybe, in many ways, I already am. Just without the face makeup and suspenders.