Random thoughts and grumpies for the day

[hkellick]

The little one is getting used to life in his new home (and the other cats are getting used to life with a new kitten.) He's such a cutie :) Wish we knew why he was still sneezy, though... is it a draft? allergies? hmm.. if it doesn't go away soon, we may have to call a vet and ask. Whatever it is, despite Josh's fears, he doesn't seem to be giving it to the other cats *knock on wood*

I saw the Royal Tannenbaums yesterday. It was... OK. I thought it would be alot cuter.. alot funnier. I can't imagine why Jeff Simon named it one of the best movies of 2001. It... isn't. It's a cute story of a very screwed up family and that's about it.

I'm really grumpy.. grumpy at so called friends. This happens every once in a while when an event happens that's important enough to me that it makes me have to question who really cares about me and who is, I guess you could say relegated to the list of people I'm friendly with, but not friends of.
*moves people around*

In good news, I hope to be meeting trillain again soon.. for lunch somewhere. Just to talk and see each other. We've only met once before last summer at the Galleria Mall, which was cool except for the two hours wandering around the mall, bit :)
In bad news, I don't believe I shall ever be meeting kolys, tallin. They're obviously very busy individuals with so very little time to meet myself. It doesn't matter.

I've been having alot of thoughts about friends lately.. friends gone, friends soon to be gone (caught up with their own lives), friends dating friends.
That's the really sucky part of the internet. I have friends all over the US (and bits of Canada) and I can't meet most of them when I need to chat or hang.
I can't complain that they've all become so busy with their own lives.. I have too.... I'm rarely seen on Chaotic anymore. A ghost of sorts, spotted at odd hours when I have nothing left to do and am bored.
It's sad to say Chaotic means so little to me that I only appear when bored.. but can you blame me? The place is dead until afternoon or night and when it's alive, I just don't care to talk to anyone anymore except for a very few people.
I've formed my own clique.
How gauche.
That matter so little anymore anyways. Most of y'all don't care one way or the other.. and those that do.. well, most of you are on my list of people I visit to talk to anyways.

I'm lonely. One of the many people floating through life looking for someone interested and compatible with me. I know they're out there, but I haven't seen them for who they are. I'm not sure I have the time for them, despite how desperately I'd like their company.

*sigh*

Whatever. I'll post this ramble.

Comments

Not true

[dawnstar.livejournal.com]

You haven't met us yet because kolys and I haven't been to Buffalo since you said you wanted to meet up. It's expensive to take buses up there. After our next influx of money, we should have no trouble getting together some weekend or something.

Re: Not true

[lite.livejournal.com]

*nods*
Hopefully I'll be available... :P

Partially true..

[phinnia.livejournal.com]

Well, I suppose that tallin and I are busy people, yes... but then, we didn't necessarily (any one of us) settle on any kind of /time/. It's one thing to say 'we should get together sometime' and another thing to say 'I'm free at X and Y and Z, are you available any of these times?' You /also/ sound like a busy person (I suppose grad school and nazi TA's and work and soforth do that to a person, as well as classes and parenthood and work and (in tallin's case, software development with deadlines will /also/ do this to a person.) So the long and the short of this is, if you want to set a time, set one. We can get together for coffee sometime or something, even if it's at the UB Starbucks early next semester after class/work schedules have been finalized.

Re: Partially true..

[lite.livejournal.com]

I'm more or less free from now until school starts. I officially start working as an RA, but the hours are flexible. I suppose the question is.. which is more convenient? Meet now or when school starts?

[packet.livejournal.com]

I love you LITE.... you're a good guy... you don't realize how much people care for you I don't think... You're my big bro! :)

Thanks

[lite.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
I was really depressed when I wrote this one. I have SAD (seasonal affective disorder) and I been feeling pretty crappy for the last couple days.
Thanks for caring! :)

Re: Thanks

[packet.livejournal.com]

Anytime, I wuv wow big bwofer :)

[kareila]

I finally got a LJ thingie so I could keep up with you...

I hope we'll always be friends. I feel like by now I've alienated most of the friends I ever had. But we've always stuck by each other.

[lite.livejournal.com]

I also hope we can continue to be friends for a long long time. Even as we both grow up and have to deal with this real life entity which appears to have swallowed you up! :)

Seriously, though, I still consider you a good friend. I hope it remains that way forever.

*hugs you and hopes you cheer up*

Jumping on the Bandwagon

[lawchicky.livejournal.com]

Hey hun.. I still love yas!! And even though my life may be moving foward I hope we can still stay friends!!!!

[vissith.livejournal.com]

Well, if you're looking for people to talk to, in about 2 days I'll be spending most of my time lurking online again. (mythagon is leaving again).

And now .. off to class! I'm late! I'm late!