Aug. 20th, 2003

hkellick: Pittsburgh, City of Bridges (Kristen)
I'm ready to make a public entry about what happened: The good, the bad and the ugly.
As some of you know (those that either one of us consulted), [livejournal.com profile] ecwoodburn and I had another fight on Monday, a worse one than this weekend.
To make a long story short, she's been more hurt in her past relationships than she realized and when she gets stressed out, she becomes very insecure.
Alot of hurtful things were said, on both sides and I, upon advice from [livejournal.com profile] xb95, I gave her time to consider whether she thought she could handle a relationship whether me or whether her insecurities would destroy us.
After a long day of waiting to hear from her and no idea what she was thinking, she came looking for me at 9:30 and we talked until midnight. We agreed that there were certain things we needed to work on. I told her that some of the things going on hurt and bothered me. I went to bed feeling.. eh... Unsure, I guess. I was still hurt about what she said and that certain problems still exist because they didn't go away overnight.
Until, as I lay in bed, I looked past the fact she had hurt me and looked at what had happened.
She came back to me. She loves me and she wants to be with me and she wants to be able to work out her problems so that the two of us can work out as a couple. Read that again.. she LOVES me and she WANTS to be with me.
I guess that was the break-through I needed to put the fight in perspective and move on myself.
I love you too, Kristen. I want to be here for you and help us become a more succesful couple. I am here to support you as you need me. I know it won't be easy and that it won't happen overnight, but I want to help you in whatever way you need.

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